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tyfive”shethatold.”</p>

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now.”</p>

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statentthatyouynotakeattytyour</p>

heartonaparticularpersonorthingthatdoesntappreciatethatkind</p>

ofstatent.”</p>

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fifteenyearolddaughterisheadingstraightfortherealworld.”</p>

”tattoosarehot.allthekidshavethe”</p>

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herhat.hopeheback,soundasleep.herhathad</p>

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songstheyhadheardthatnight.shelovedherhat,lovedherboots,</p>

lovedhergirls.ifshehadtofallbehindinherwasfora</p>

goodcause.</p>

sheoing,hegirlswokeup</p>

lateandky.theypickedatbreakfastontheruhen</p>

nearlyssedthebus.racheladeit,</p>

andontslater,shestoodiudio</p>

andntallyoutlihehreeweeks.</p>

sheeetthegirls</p>

atthebusstopandhaveasnah.santhawas</p>

stillotookieit</p>

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<she,too,disappeared.</p>

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ottersoppedandputdiheoven.whenshe</p>

retuedtothestudio,itofillanothersortofneed.butthe</p>

otterscaughthereyeagain.shegaveherselfanotherhour.</p>

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way.</p>

oere,shetoldherselffortheuteenthti.h</p>

alteatingglafieldsketdphotograph,sheusedthefine</p>

edgeofherpalettekoaddtexturetotheoilonhervas.the</p>

seaottersuringthe</p>

berandbaltblue,</p>

andhadfoundittoodark.usingraberarinebluewas</p>

perfect.</p>

”thebuzzerrang,”hopecalledfrohedoor.</p>

”thanks,honey,”rachelrred,addingseverallaststrokes.”will</p>

youtakethecasseroleoutandtuoffthegas””ialreadydid.”</p>

hopehersidenoudyingthevas.”ithoughtyouwere</p>

done.”</p>

”sothingright.”shestoodbackforalongerviewandwas</p>

satisfied.”better.”stilleyeingthevas,shesetherpalette</p>

aside,reachedforasolventcloth,andlean</p>

upandberightthere.”shelookedathope.”didsanthasetthe</p>

table””idid.”</p>

”shesonthephoneagain””still,”hopesaidsodrylythatrachel</p>

hadtokle.</p>

shehookedherbabysneelbowandgaveasqueeze.”five</p>

nutes,”shesaidahero</p>

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